I know that something in my personality is not right. I am obsessive,compulsive and have a very weird criteria of happiness. Today while writing in response to the Daily Post …..Still And Sparkle…I realised that I wont be even happy even if I had everything going on my way.There is a sense of dissatisfaction always. Why?
I want to be happy and chilled out. I want freedom from my own thoughts. My mind is a whirlwind of emotions. I want to relax. How to go about it? Age is not just a number. There are so many changes in your mindset with age, that in no way one can compare your mind with that of a youngster.This is the worst part of growing old. And not to mention the aging creaking bones, the plantar fascitis and the thumping heart. Then there is menopause. The bane of all women.
So it is a huge fight to maintain my sanity….and be happy.
But I shall overcome…and live life to the fullest.
After all you only live once.
Oops, that sounded like a Bond movie!
Till next time…xo